I hate this...

This has been the week from hell… starting with last Thursday… I had an allergic reaction to penicillin; boss had to drive me home from work. I had a rash and a massive headache for 3 days… I couldn’t move my eyeballs around. Then sometime on the weekend, not sure how or when, I pulled something in my lower back and could hardly walk. I am just starting to feel normal again. And tomorrow…… tomorrow is the big day… I am getting all 4 of my wisdom teeth out, two of which are impacted. I am not looking forward to this at all! I have never been so scared of something in my whole entire life! It doesn’t help that the surgeon himself told me that I would probably be in SEVERE pain when the freezing wears off. I am being sedated but I am very worried about the sedation wearing off in the middle and me being completely aware that there is someone digging around in my mouth. I will freak out!

Also, there is a big book fair going on this Sunday and I HAVE TO GO! I go every year. I cannot miss it. So even if my face looks and feels like I was in a boxing match, I am going!

Maybe I should just run away tonight… take a train and start a new life somewhere else…